ok so last post was not that happy but it feels better to get it all out sorta!! ha ha but christmas is almost here and I am super excited! I am so blessed to have so many wonderful people in my life that care and want to make sure everyone is well taken care of even if they themselves are struggling. To them and to everyone I say thank you!! I love you!! well anywho this doesnt go with the rest of the post but I found this quote today randomly and I really like it! so here it is, I dont know the author though!
Cinderella walked on broken glass.
Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.
jasmine married a common thief (or others say its: Jasmine could have anyone instead
She married a common man)
Ariel walked on land for love and life.
Snow White barely escaped a knife.
It was all about blood, sweat, and tears,
Because love is about facing all of your fears.
I really liked it so I just thought I would share!! and I'll leave everyone with these quotes for the holidays, Courtesy of Buddy the Elf:
The best way to spread christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear!
Im singing im in a store and im singing, im in a store and im siiinnngggiiinng!
you sit on a throne of lies, You stink, You smell like beef and cheese, you dont smell like santa!
I just like to smile, Smilings my favorite!
last but not least: SANTA, oh my gosh, SANTA is coming! IKNOW HIM!! IKNOW HIM!!

confused as ever!! oh dear....

Have you ever had moments when you second guess decisions you made?? well im having one of those moments... alot. the beginning of the summer I made a decision because it felt right. I knew that was the right decision I needed to make at that time. I am so confused and I just wish I could sort out what im feeling. At times I still feel like that litte girl who is confused in the world and not the responsible twenty year old im suppose to be. so many questions and little to no answers. I have been dreaming more lately then I can remember dreaming and they make me wake up more confused. Who knows if its just my hormones going all wacky, I am a girl it is a possibility. I just wish I had more answers and felt like I knew where im going with my life and findin that one person who will complete me. like I said so many questions yet the answers seem to be lost......