Raiden!

So I have the opportunity to watch Raiden up to 3 times a week and I love it! It can be stressful at times but I enjoy every minute of it! He is so cute and does the cutest things! He loves his grandpa and loves watching Disney sing alongs with him! He is super energetic and just the biggest goof sometimes! There is never a dull moment when he is around! I love that I have the opportunity to watch him grow and help in his learning processes. He has really started to blow kisses, which I am super proud of since that is one of the things I worked on with him! He is super smart and can understand a lot! He loves sitting in his Tonka truck he got for Christmas and loves it more when he sits in it and watches sing alongs! I will post pictures soon of it! Then when I last had him we (me, mom, and dad) were getting him ready to be dropped off to Ricky. We were like Raiden lets change your diaper and he just kinda shook his head. We said it again and were like Raiden lets change your diaper and he goes over to his diaper bag and starts throwing clothes out of it and what not and we were like what is he doing! well being the smart boy he is he was getting a diaper out! He goes and gets the diaper and throws it on the ground. He started playing with Hannah's new push around car thing and saw there was this compartment. So he goes and gets the diaper off the ground and starts shoving the diaper in this compartment and would ride around with the diaper. it was super funny. Then after awhile we were like ok Raiden it is really time for a diaper change, at this point it was just me and my dad in the room. So Raiden goes and gets the diaper, throws it on the ground, sits down, does this little roll thing that makes it so that he is laying down. It was the funniest thing!! I swear he rolled his eyes as well! I cant get over how funny and smart he is! Then after that I was like Raiden blow me a kiss and instead of blowing me a kiss he goes and kisses me on the lips and gets this huge grin on his face and acts a little shy! it was too cute! needless to say it totally made my night! I love it when I get loves from him and Hannah. There is nothing better then a hug from a little one, at least for me! anyway I just love it and am so happy I have been given the opportunity to watch him! I also love having Hannah here! She is growing up so fast!

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It's kind of ironic how my last post was about her birth and this one is about her new beginning..I don't say death because she has moved on to the next chapter in her life somewhere better then here on earth. I miss you lots and wish you were still here. The only thing that has helped me is knowing where you are and that you are there rooting for us all. Thanks for the good times and many laughs. You will always be a part of me and I will forever be grateful for you! I love you Larry! 3 stooges for life! Much love.. I couldn't ask for a better guardian angel..God be with us till we meet again!