ok so last post was not that happy but it feels better to get it all out sorta!! ha ha but christmas is almost here and I am super excited! I am so blessed to have so many wonderful people in my life that care and want to make sure everyone is well taken care of even if they themselves are struggling. To them and to everyone I say thank you!! I love you!! well anywho this doesnt go with the rest of the post but I found this quote today randomly and I really like it! so here it is, I dont know the author though!
Cinderella walked on broken glass.
Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.
jasmine married a common thief (or others say its: Jasmine could have anyone instead
She married a common man)
Ariel walked on land for love and life.
Snow White barely escaped a knife.
It was all about blood, sweat, and tears,
Because love is about facing all of your fears.
I really liked it so I just thought I would share!! and I'll leave everyone with these quotes for the holidays, Courtesy of Buddy the Elf:
The best way to spread christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear!
Im singing im in a store and im singing, im in a store and im siiinnngggiiinng!
you sit on a throne of lies, You stink, You smell like beef and cheese, you dont smell like santa!
I just like to smile, Smilings my favorite!
last but not least: SANTA, oh my gosh, SANTA is coming! IKNOW HIM!! IKNOW HIM!!

confused as ever!! oh dear....

Have you ever had moments when you second guess decisions you made?? well im having one of those moments... alot. the beginning of the summer I made a decision because it felt right. I knew that was the right decision I needed to make at that time. I am so confused and I just wish I could sort out what im feeling. At times I still feel like that litte girl who is confused in the world and not the responsible twenty year old im suppose to be. so many questions and little to no answers. I have been dreaming more lately then I can remember dreaming and they make me wake up more confused. Who knows if its just my hormones going all wacky, I am a girl it is a possibility. I just wish I had more answers and felt like I knew where im going with my life and findin that one person who will complete me. like I said so many questions yet the answers seem to be lost......

Its Been Awhile!

so its been quite awhile! this summer has been crazy and has come to an end! it consisted of working, working, playing, and going to see my nephew-which was pretty much the highlight of my summer! now its school time and its getting to the point where I'm slacking off! ha ha no bueno I know! I joined a sorority- Lamba Delta Sigma and my chapter is Theta! I am loving it!! that is pretty much my social life since I work and then go to school! but never the less I am loving life right now! I am slowly starting to realize the reasons of why staying home was the right option even though it was kind of forced and I didnt want too. I am learnin so much about myself and how the Lord works. yes I heard it all the time and still do that the Lord works on his time but I didnt think it applied to me! little did I know I was wrong-- oh so wrong!! the Lord has a plan for me and I need to be more willing to let this plan happen instead of saying to him I have my own plan and its whats gonna work for me. I guess I need to realize the bigger picture! granted I still have my days where I am down in the dumps and just wished it worked out my way but then I just look around me and see the beauty that is there. I get to be with my family, I get to be more involved, and I get more freedom. So I guess its Lord 5 billion- Megan 0! Im trying to get better about updating this thing even if it happens to be something totally random but hey its my "journal" and im a random person so it will fit me perfectly! =D well until next time! I will leave with this thought-" Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans." ----John Lennon

Letters

So I got this awesome letter today and I dont even know who its from! I love getting letters, whats more special then that?!? it always brightens peoples days and is always a pick me up! they always seem to come at the right time too! so I have decided im going to write letters more often! anywho I just wanted to write about how awesome I thought it was. thank you to whomever sent it! much love!

I got this in an email from a friend and I really liked it so I thought I would share!!

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that
person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need
you have expressed.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with
guidance and support,

To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,

this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an
end..

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.

Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire
fulfilled, their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.


Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has
come to share, grow or learn.

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.

They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.


LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,

things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation.

Your job is to accept the lesson,

love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other
relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life,

whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Rain

I love the rain! It has been rainin pretty hard here and everyone is complaining and wanting the sun back but I on the other hand welcome the rain! I love the smell of it-its indescribable! whats better then sitting watching the rain come down?!? I just love it! and those big thunderstorms that shake the house and lights up the sky with lightning- gotta love em! especially when you are little and it scares you to death but then fun stories come out of them! So anyways I just wanted to share that I LOVE THE RAIN!! =D

Yep Im a blogger now! ha ha

so I decided to get a blog. I thought it would be a good way to journal and I had some inspiration to make one! so here it is! this is little pieces of my life so enjoy!

Life

Life- one simple word yet it has a humongous meaning to it! I have learned a lot of things this past year- about life, family, and most importantly myself- and I am continuing to learn. life is a journey, one that is beautiful, ugly, simple, complex, smooth sailing, and one with some big waves- that's what makes life LIFE! we cant expect it to be one out of fairy tale books because this is reality, yet at the end of our journey here on earth it ends happily ever after! It has always been said that people come and go in your life but they all leave an impression on you and its what you take from these experiences that will help you further yourself. I thought that i knew myself before I went to college but little did I know that I really didn't and still don't know. Believe me I am slowly starting to learn and grow into the person I was destined to be and what a learning experience it is but I love it! be glad for your bumps in the road, the waves in your calm ocean, welcome them warmly and don't look back to what life used to be. you are your past, present, and future but they don't define you- you are constantly changing. Don't ever regret feeling that special feeling whatever it may be about- cherish it- even if it is but for a small moment! this is knowing you are living, breathing- you can feel emotion even if some are bad. a wise person once said if we didn't know the bad we wouldn't know the good. like I said welcome the bad and know you can and WILL get through it. it may be hard when you are going through it but when you look back upon it you will see the change it made in your life and know you had to go through it to realize something or to gain a little part of yourself. Love when you can and don't hold back. A little saying I have in my scriptures says that when you find out who you are you will be sorry you didn't try harder. so find out who you are who you are destined to be and love it, embrace it with all you have and share it with others. you help people through your experiences and love and just being you. don't settle for less then what you can be! after i got my patriarchal blessing a quote was made- the good will always outweigh the bad! just remember that and remember life is a journey embrace it!