The lord never ceases to amaze me..

The Lord never ceases to amaze me..I say this and I dont know why I am so surprised. Lately I have been on this roller coaster of feelings. I was on this down slope, the bottom of a hill, and its like I couldn't get back up it. But with the power of pray and the lords endless blessings, im starting to be able to get back up. I have these little moments every day where the lord sends someone or something to remind me of what I need to do and give me that spiritual boost everyday. He knows im struggling and he of course is right there to help me along. Today Brother Fish sang the song, Joseph (I was not his father, He was mine.) and it made me cry of course, Most songs make me tear up. There is something about music that just gets to me. I love stories and quotes and all that good stuff, but music, songs get to me the most. This song was one of the many reminders today that the lord sent to me. Seeing how this day is only half over, im waiting for the Lord to send another my way. Its good that he gets me and how my emotions are constantly changing and how I need to have more then just one little reminder. He never ceases to amaze me. Lately I have been thinking about choices and lessons I have learned, and relearned. There are some choices made and lessons that come from them later on and how those are lessons I have learned to late. But I guess its never to late to learn a lesson, we have eternity to better ourselves. It made me really think about my life choices and how I want to live my life with no regret. It will be hard but it is something that I strive for. I think this will be my new years resolution, just this one. I am making some positive choices and I am proud of where I am going. The new year is going to help me further some of the choices and im really excited for them. I love my Heavenly Father and am indeed grateful for him. I am so blessed to have the people in my life that I do and to have constant reminders of his love for me. While I am still having tough times, I know that I can get through them and am grateful for that knowledge. I am glad to be having a hard time now in this Christmas season, its tough, but being able to reflect on Christ is something that I need. My last post was of a video I saw and loved. Also watch the First Presidency's Christmas Devotional, it was good.