lets slow it down...

man oh man time is flying by!! I only have two weeks.. TWO WEEKS! till I leave for my mission... crazy!! Everyone keeps asking me how im feeling.. how do you think im feeling?!? nervous, scared to death, sick, and amazingly happy all at the same time and that doesnt even scratch the surface. Today was my last day inside at work and I only have two more days of work total.. where has the time gone?? I felt like I had more time but it slips through your fingers and boom its gone. I feel like im not ready and I still have a ton to get but I guess in all reality I dont.. but doesnt everyone feel this way when something huge is going to happen in their life or is it just me?? I blame my sweet mother for making me a worry wart and stresser-outer... I could have done without these traits, my life would be so much more simple. Oh well I do and I have to manage through it and remember to grip onto reality. I dont know if I will update this before I leave but I will have my mom or sister update this on my many adventures in the MTC and Korea... man too weird I tell ya. Im just hoping I can get past my food fears and be a little adventurous and not be afraid to try things and not constantly feel like throwing up.. wish me luck! Dont get me wrong I am excited for this next chapter in my life and wouldnt want it any other way.. I mean this is a once in a lifetime opportunity and im going to take it and run with it! Just remember I love you all and I will miss you all dearly!